Day Fifteen, Friday 21st August 2015
Notes from Yesterday:
Thursday was energetic and so forth. Nice lovely day which was including so many things at once. Something good I learned about it, And that was just keep flowing no matter what happen, develop habit of being stubborn on your schedules and work. Even after few session mind starts wondering and all you have to do is talk to inner self and make mental dialogue with it and shift your focus to the time and space you are currently in. Rest of things are just going to happen as it should be.
Plan for today:
||Not much planned for a day.
||Nothing fruitful, just routine chores.
||Late start for a day.
||Decided to upgrade to Windows 10 and setting up Office PC for work
||Update to Windows 10 from windows 7 trying to get my hands on still.
||Work hard for adopting that. Let us see how well it works.
||Install Wall clock and new Web cam.
||Install digital wall clock and web cam,
||Feeling peaceful after installing digital wall clock in the office, previously the noise of tick-tick was noticeable but now complete pin drop silence. Awesome.
||Play with VS2015 and other set up
||Getting my hands on Forex
||Motivated for doing something great.
||Visiting Social function
||Enjoy DJ party for the relatives wedding and it was good laugh
||Tiring need a drink in the night.
Around 11 in the night after reach at home, I was standing outside in my backyard. I saw a beautiful clear sky after long time. Stars were like glaring and my mind was trying connect virtual dots to shape it. I felt like all the stars were also looking at me same time. It was wonderful feeling though, in my childhood I used to stare sky for hours and hours. It was wonderful feeling, I am not sure how long I was staring at it. It refreshed my mind and I completely forgot about tiredness.
Day Fourteen, Thursday 20th August 2015
Notes from Yesterday:
After starting my journey, I have realize that I have more potential than ever. I think what I lack is discipline and courage to be more stubborn to my actions, need to learn to stick to my plans and execution, That is what successful people can do differently then me.
Plan for today:
Today was no such plan and not even visualized what to do. All was on the paper but dreadful. However I have recovered later on and happy to say I was motivated to finish something, get into the action.
||Sort out paperwork, not have any plans, start my day early though
||Restless feeling about things and stuff lying around the Table.
||Feeling terrible about the mess.
||Sort of mishap in everywhere, not focus not even productive nothing planned.
||Running like a headless chicken, what to do next not sure. Some failed trades made me mad,
||Anxious, anxiety, hyper stress, defocussed, slightly depress too. Am I doing too much together.? Don’t think so.
||Gather myself, done some visualization what exactly I want in my life, using the secret technique – law of attraction. Shift my focus on positive.
||Make a plan, printout my wall sickies, write down ctrader Spot Gold fxBot Project in the book, Put positive thoughts to get done.
||Now this was what I exactly want to be and how it should be execute everything.
||Need to attend social function, meet few peoples
||All good, nice break, way was lost, no wonder we are more dependant on technologies.
||Long but tiring.
||Write and update blog entry.
||Yes I did and happy with it.
||Next day planning also.
Overall, not so bad day as I thought , I have learnt new things and try to accept my losses, accept my mistakes and learn from it quickly and move on. One thing in this process I have observed that even though I am failing or failed but I am still moving which is good sign. Just Keep moving every single day. No matter what. Something Motivational quote I found as below:
All my action are intentional, no matter what. I see every action before I take. Today is my Day.